Yesterday I met with my art professor from last year who I absolutely ADORE!!
Do you guys realize what she did to help little old me get an intership, one that I've been searching for for the past 2 years? She sent a message to 700 people to ask for help just for me and she did find leads!(≧∇≦)ﾉ So here I am, back from the tough battle of writing nice and flowy emails, practically begging, but very professionally, for the pros in the field to take me as their intern, a challenge that I have fought through and survived and came back tougher than ever before. ο(=•ω＜=)ρ⌒☆
Not just that but at the end of our conversation, she told me, and she just has a way of saying the most touching things with the purest of intentions, she told me that the only reason she did it was because she, first of all, trusted me not to set fire in the workshop of the professionals, and second of all because she believed that I had talent and that with my passion, she did not want to see me get into things that would dim it down, o algo. I basically crode right then and there (≧﹏ ≦)
It feels like getting hit with a big wall in your face, when doubting yourself, you are met with figures that support you. It turns the desesperation of the want, and the need to become something into hope and aspiration to make someone proud
(ps: when i came home i made a call on a year old lead and got in contact with another pro of the field tee-em, everything went so fast but basically at the end I practically got an internship for like next week?? and the lady had the kewlest vibes ever?? and i'm gonna assist to cool and professional shit?? so i might have 2 internships in one year? #twotimer)